grr..

so scott is being a complete ass today.. and somehow that is my fault?

I won't get into details b/c it will only piss me off. An apology would be nice.. but boys are stupid.

I think I'm gonna try swinging the other way for awhile.. grr..

So Matt has the idea to go for an art gallery opening and free cocktails.. mmmm.. I love both! I dig it..

*hug*

oh blah

So I feel a lil bad right now. I suppose I deserve it in a way... just sucks. Long and personal story so ... Blah.

So after supposedly standing Scott up last night.. he called today. He was giving me a hard time about leaving him hanging. Which I sorta did but sorta didn't. Then he finalized asking me to the beach with him (july 15-22?). Which I accepted. I don't think I've ever spent 7 days straight with any guy I've dated.. not even Shaun. NOT that Scott and I are dating.. I actually don't know what the hell we are. I don't pry and neither does he.. so we just hangout. Anyways.. back to this 7 day thing..I've never spent 7 days straight with ANYONE other than my immediate family. 5 days maybe.. but 7? I'm a lil scared.. we'll see what goes down!

So I talked to Tony the other day. He mentioned visiting for a weekend in late July. If things go through then I'm sure we'll have a great time. If we can keep from arguing that is.. ;-) I'm looking forward to it..

AND SEAN comes in this weekend.. tho I'm not sure if it will be tomorrow or saturday. I just luv that kid even though we argue too! I'm not sure how much time we'll get to spend with one another but I could really use his company right now. =)

.. k.. i think im on the verge of tears for no good reason.. so I'm gonna go lay around and maybe call and whine to Ivan ..bless his heart, he always has to dry my tears!

.. a/c .. finally!

So my air conditionin has been broken for a few days now.. talk about MISERABLE! It has been sooooo hot. But I called them today and Bill came right over and fixed it for me. So needless to say it's about 60 in here now ;-)

The same can not be said for matt's apartment. I'm always shocked when I hear that someone lives without a/c. HOW is that possible? I think he has a unit but just doesnt use it. Besides that.. we had a good time. I always get a headache talking to him cuz he makes me laugh so much. He thinks its the medications I'm on but no.. he's just THAT funny ;-) He's sweet.. I'm smitten ;-)

I've also been hangin out with Scott. Good times as always. We are SO different but for some reason we just click. I like him and I think he understands me. Not many can put up with my lil disappearing spells and somehow he manages..

Anyways.. the headache is horrible so I'm gonna try to get some sleep. I cant believe I'm going to bed at 3 tonight! Kinda early for me ;-)

Can I get a HELL YEAH FOR JULY

WOOHOO!! July is my lucky month... tons of excitement headed my way and I'm lookin forward tellin' bout the good times!

yyyuuummm

I cleaned today! I feel so relaxed now. I still need to do laundry.. but that can wait until tomorrow.

The the guy who asked me out in my parking lot came by lastnight. He left a msg on my board to call him. It's really driving me nuts that I can't make out one of his words. Grr. Anyways..Maybe I'll go out with him this weekend.. I dunno. He's not really my type but I must say I like his bold personality. Kinda hot. ;-) It's nice to finally have the guy take initiative!

Matt wants me to go to comfest with him.. so I may end up doing that. I haven't really decided about that either.

Or maybe Nic?

Whatever I end up doing will probably be a last minute plan/decision. I'm good like that.

So Sean F. comes into town in about a week. That's exciting!! I'm sure we'll have good times..

And the pics still haven't come in but I do have a side-view of Jesse ;-)



Now is he hot or is he hot? ;-) Totally my type.. cute, sweet, loves kids, southern! My future husband! Now I just have to convince him to move to Ohio ;-)

Maneater?

I'm back to Columbus once again. Father's day went well. Justin, Venus, Momma, Diddy, and I all played Cranium. Three rounds actually. Venus and I were on a team and beat the other three 2-1. We kick ass ;-) I'm so competitive it's horrible. I can't even handle a lil board game without talkin' smack and screamin' at my teammate to step it up. Ah well..

.. I have some hilarious photos..

Venus was trying to get me to guess a person here.. Yes, I did get it right! Chaplin.. we laughed so hard about this later I peed my pants!

Here is my sis and Justin about to make a wish!!! We celebrated their birthday with father's day. Diddy had his own cake. He opted to eat Venus and Justin's though.. it was chocolate! ;-)

Rhett had a long day playin with the "big dogs" so I rocked him to sleep! He's becoming quite the spoiled pup!

Anyways, so it's official. My family thinks I'm a horrible "playa". Turns out.. Justin's younger brother, Jesse, wanted to date me just as badly as I wanted to date him! My family told me though "DO NOT TOUCH " My parents seem to think younger boys are innocent. They told me I have a tendency to "love em and leave em". It may be true that I get bored of guys really quickly but come on! It's not like we were thinkin of gettin' married or anything! It would be a change in routine though. On average.. the guys I date are 25-28ish.. and I've only dated one guy younger than me EVER. I dunno.. it just sucks! He was such a qt! Apparently he's wanting to visit Ohio. I keep thinking about how bad it sucks that every guy I want to date lives so damn far away.. but then I think.. that's probably the reason why I want to date them so bad! ;-) One of these days I'll get some pics from the wedding up here!! Don't worry.. we'll be seein Jesse! ;-)

Anyways... Since I've been gone a day I feel the need to clean my apartment from top to bottom. I'm so weird.. so I must get to work!

Father's Day.. outta nowhere!

So tomorrow is Father's Day. I'm driving home to diddy.. apparently he has had the weekend off. Momma wanted me to come home today but with Charlotte's episode and my cramps there was no way that was going to happen.

Venus returned from her honeymoon today! YAY! I'll get to see her tomorrow. I believe we are celebrating her bday, Justin's bday, and father's day allll together tomorrow. Maybe I can rush out and buy something for diddy. I dunno. I gave Venus and Justin money b/c that's what they wanted. Momma and diddy paid for their honeymoon but they are pretty broke from going and splurging a lil on their own cash. Plus, this way I won't buy something for Justin's Jeep and have it not work out! I know that's what he'll spend his money on.. ;-) However, it's not like I can just throw some money in my dad's card and be done with it. First of all, it's HIS money. Secondly, my father is a bit sentimental when it comes to this stuff.. and money is NOT thoughtful. Third, he'd just hand it right back! Maybe I'll buy him a gift card of some sorts. That's sorta a lil better I think. *sigh* I could just go with Kristin's idea and cut up one of my credit cards. I would be painful but I think I can do it! We'll see =)

I got to talk to Kristin tonight on the phone.. yay for that. She was just as bored as myself. Andrew ( the guy that I met one night while out with Kristin and Sean ) called me today. He also texted me and wanted to know if I was going out. And Matt ( from a couple of nights ago ) called. I didn't call either of them back yet. I haven't really felt like talking. Plus, I can't bring myself to leave Charlotte alone tonight. Not after her spell early this morning. She's been trembling today and I'd never forgive myself if she passed or had to go through another seizure alone.

So anyways.. I think it's time to lay down and watch a movie. Maybe the Grinch.. I loooooove the Grinch and it won't keep my awake like everything else.

.. when you've reached the top..

the only way left to go is down..

So even though I was feeling pretty decent about today's events I knew it wouldn't last long. It's 4 a.m. and I'm awake.. already not a good sign!

It didn't take long after going out to realize that I needed to be home asap. Not only have I been sneezing ALL day with a sore throat but I've kept this nagging headache. When I came home early tonight my stomach cramps set in. Yes, that time of the month again. I tried to lie down but my body wasn't sleeping on me. So I got up and took something to help me relax and sleep. Then I went back to bed only to wake up again with a horrible ass neck cramp. I'm serious.. it was SOOOO painful ( and it's still sore! ) I was basically stuck in one position for the next half hour. So when I finally doze off.. I wake up again to wetness. I seriously thought I pissed my bed. I pry my eyes open only to find Charlotte having a seizure next to me. I jump up, flip on the light, put rhett up, and grab a couple of towels. Yes, even though it's sorta gross to have a dog piss all over you.. I really didn't even think about it at the time. I was just focused on her. So she finally came to and after bobbing around aimlessly for a few minutes ( with plenty of comforting from myself ) she stood up. I'm finally done cleaning up from the whole situation. Bless her heart.. these episodes are becoming more frequent. The days are #'d.

I think I'll go cuddle with her now.

What are the chances?

So let me rewind ...


A couple of weeks ago my parents were in a frenzy about getting me a new car. In order to do that, however, I needed to bring the Blazer home to get rid of it. So one day.. my rents call and tell me to hurry up and get home. I told mom that I could rush home but I needed to clean out the Blazer when I got there. She cleared me and she went on her way to the dentist. When I neared home Daddy calls. He asked where I was and told me to call when I took the exit for home. I thought it was weird but I didn't question it and hung up. So I call when I take the exit but I couldn't get ahold of him. Sure enough.. I lost service. He called and told me he had been at the bank and told me ( in a voicemail ) that I needed to get to the dealership for the car. I freaked! I tried to call him back and he never answered! I tried mother.. NO ANSWER! THEN my gas light came on near home. Now, in Columbus that wouldn't have been a problem. But where my parents live? BIG problem. I knew I had to meet daddy or he would sit up there in town waitin on me and be late for work which would have caused A LOT of problems for me. So i made it home and frantically tried to give my car a facelift .. trust me folks... it was a shithole! So then I get in my car completely stressed and pissed when I realize that there was NO way I was going to get to town. I remembered from the week prior that daddy had gas in his building out back. As funny as it is.. I stole it! lol In the process I spilled it ALL over me. I pour in just enough to basically get me to the dealership. GRRR. When I got out I was SO pissed at him and I felt bad considering I was in the process of getting the Jeep I had always wanted. I bit my tongue. Of course I vented to momma later.. and she said he knew that I needed to come clean out the blazer but he wanted to be there when I got my jeep and if I didnt hurry he woulda missed it b/c of work. So ANYWAYS.. the point to this story is.. I had just gotten a bluetooth a few days before all of this. And of course.. since I rushed to clean out my car.. I missed getting the bluetooth out. For the past week I figured there was no point in calling and asking for it.. cuz lets face it.. people SUCK! But this morning I called mom and told her and asked if she could call them or stop by. She did. And I'll be damned.. They HAD my bluetooth!! I'm very happy about this! I hate that little thing.. never use it.. but I'll be damned if I paid a couple hundred bucks for something I'm gonna lose or let someone else take. I'd rather just sit and stare at it!

AND.. momma saved the day once again b/c I couldn't find Shaun's gift card that he gave venus for her wedding. Strange how mommas know everything. She told me to take my zoloft, calm down, and look in the basket I put my bills in. After yelling at her b/c I thought that was the most ridiculous place to look, I found it. In the basket. Like momma said. Go figure. So that was a relief as well.

AND.. now I am a grand richer for no reason at all! Now normally I would say SHOPPING SPREE.. but my parents have been a lil annoyed with my carefree spending habits so I think I'll go through it a lil more slowly than usual. I hope.

K... it's friday.. I should be out.. so I think I'll do exactly that!!

nite all!

I miss Kristin!

So it has been a good while since I've written so I figure it's about that time.
Let's see.. I'm finally back in Columbus for good. I'll probably head home on Sunday to spend father's day with diddy.. but other than that it looks like I'll be spending the rest of the summer here. I'm not complaining about that. The only stressful thing is finding a job. You'd think it would be easy.. and I'm certain that if I put in just a little effort it would be.. but I haven't, yet. It'll all work out. In the meantime, I'll remain the spoiled lil daddy's girl that I am ;-)
Rhett has made himself at home here. He is nonstop all day long. It is SO tiring. I sure do miss having Chewbacca here.. it's just not quite the same without him.
The Jeep made the longhaul to Columbus. I love her! It's nice to finally have a car I enjoy again. I love my parents!
My sister got married this weekend. I'll have pics from that soon. I can't believe I didnt take my camera. Ah well. She was really beautiful and the ceremony was so sweet. I even saw Justin tear up a lil ;-) I nearly caught my hair on fire and I made the flower girl cry.. but other than that.. it was a success. She's on her honeymoon now and I've only spoken to her once. She said she was ready to come home b/c she missed her animals. I can't say that I blame her.. I'd miss mine too! My family loves their pets.. what can I say? ;-)
Kristin left Columbus today. I'm so so so so so sad. I missed her goodbye this morning b/c I couldnt wake up due to a severe migraine. I said goodbye lastnight. I'm glad I hadn't been drinking at all lastnight.. or else I would have been more of a wreck than what I was. Plus, even though lastnight's outting was horribly boring.. at least I can remember it! I'm hoping to get to see her in Chicago or Carbondale in the next couple of weeks. She may be far away but she's more than worth the effort to stay in touch. I can barely even think about this b/c it makes me cry! I'm glad she's finally with Jonathan though. Those two love eachother so much and I love them both to pieces.
I did get to see her a few times the past week though. Friday night we all went out to Paninnis. It was great times. I of course was the one completely wasted. What's new. We had a great time. Everyone got to watch me piss on high street, tackle Leslie to the ground, and be an emotional wreck over Kristin leaving. Who wouldn't enjoy that? ;-) Then after a wonderful drama filled fight with her brother I got to make out and go skinny dipping. Haven't done that in quite a while so it was fun. Plus, majorly crushin on her brother and I've been tellin her how hot he is for EVER now. I may have had to force him to makeout but it was well worth it ;-) Then yesterday a few of us went to Don Pablos for happy hour. I maybe drank two sips.. afterall.. I DID promise no drinking. Then we went to a few other places and I bought Kristin some random stuff at Target. I've never seen anyone get so excited over a slinky .. God I love her for it!! HAHA.
Last night 9 of us went out. Oh my gosh.. talk about boring. We stayed out for like 40 mins and then went back home. It sucked b/c it was Kristin's last night here but for some reason we were all just miserable. Probably b/c we werent celebrating a happy occassion. =( I was getting a migraine from hell. So we headed back to Leslie's and I cried my goodbye to Kristin. Then I came home and TRIED to sleep. Migraine + nausea = difficulty sleeping!
So anyways.. now I just wait around til I plan a visit..
I went out tonight actually. I dont even know the name of the bar that I went to but it was somewhere down town. We also went to the park and I sat on a swing for the first time in.. gosh.. 10 years hah. It was fun. Still, didn't drink much. Maybe 3 sips. One of these days I'll get my alcohol appetite back.
Anyways, I think it's time for bed. My head is still throbbing and I could really use the rest. I miss you bunches kristin.. actually.. I miss both of you Rills ;-) Strange hold yall have on folks ... *hugz*

Still at home

So I was going to head back to Columbus today but that didn't happen. After staying up all night with Venus I woke up a lil late. The plans were still to head home but diddy had asked me to mow the lawn yesterday so I knew I still needed to do that before leaving. Mowing out lawn means push-mowing the front ( due to landscaping ), weedeating, and using the ride mower in the back. So I go get the pushmower from the building and I push the heavy ass thing to the front yard ( quite a ways!) So while momma was spectating I start up the mower and begin my labor. Well, about 5 mins in I start itching. So momma waves for me to just turn the mower off so she could see what I was itching for. So I go over to the porch and my hands start to swell! Seriously.. I couldn't even move my fingers at all. Momma rushed me to the kitchen to give me some benadryll and she gave me an ice pack. The benadryl knocked me on my ass and I just woke up about 30 mins ago. I had to get ahold of Dan and Scott to let them both know that I wasn't in town. My hands are still pretty swollen and I can't make a fist but they are soooo much better. My momma said she thinks I had an allergic reaction .. and my diddy of course told me and momma i was allergic to work! Anyways.. that's that..

So i'm REALLY heading back tomorrow granted there is no catastrophic event! I have to have the viper taken off of my blazer so that I can have it put on my new jeep. The Jeep already has remote start but I'll be putting this remote start on my jeep and throwin' the other out. My parents are also putting on the shock sensors on the doors. It has somethng to do with the doors coming off the Jeep or whatever.. I dunno. Anyways, all I know is that it will be a whole lotta work for me! I'll have to take my blazer to Columbus..take it to Mobile Electronics.. come back.. pick up the Jeep.. drive back to Columbus.. go back to Mobile Electronics.. leave my car allllllll night.. then go back and pick it up. I doubt I'll come back here after that. Venus's wedding is Saturday and the rehearsal dinner is on Friday night. Since my Jeep won't be done until Wed. I don't see the point in driving back here just to turn around and go BACK to Columbus two days later! Anyways.. Phew.. long week ahead. Venus will be leaving for her honeymoon on Sunday. I'm gonna be sad! I won't be able to talk to her for like a WHOLE week! Bites!

Anyways.. I gotta go give Charlotte her meds!!

Just a few things...

So not a whole lot has been happening. I came back home a couple of days ago and I'm about to head back to columbus tomorrow or Saturday. We've had some great family time. Diddy n Justin grilled out today.. and I'm not a great fan of steak ( or not a fan at all ) but we had a good time. I drove Justin's jeep ( manual ) around all day and didn't even kill out ONCE! My parents have decided to get me a JEEP!! YAYAYAYAY... I couldn't be more excited. It's what I've wanted for a LONG time now and it was the only car I was willing to give up my camaro for...it's about time!

Other than that nothing is new really. I called about a few jobs in columbus today so I'll need to go and do some interviews next week. I'm hoping to get the Vet. Assistant job... I think. But there are a few others I wouldn't mind having. I need to stay busy since I won't be in school and I'm hopin to at least swing two jobs just for "fun". We shall see!

Anyways.. momma woke me up after 3 hrs of sleep this mornin to send me off to the vet for her so I haven't had ANY sleep... so off I go. Shall it be Ryan Reynolds ( chained ) ....always a good choice...

.. or maybe Josh Lucas ( gentleman )...

... perhaps Jesse Spencer ( professional )...

...or maybe I'll just go with rough-around-the-edges Knoxville?

.. Or maybe ALL 4? I'll let ya know!