.. when you've reached the top..

the only way left to go is down..

So even though I was feeling pretty decent about today's events I knew it wouldn't last long. It's 4 a.m. and I'm awake.. already not a good sign!

It didn't take long after going out to realize that I needed to be home asap. Not only have I been sneezing ALL day with a sore throat but I've kept this nagging headache. When I came home early tonight my stomach cramps set in. Yes, that time of the month again. I tried to lie down but my body wasn't sleeping on me. So I got up and took something to help me relax and sleep. Then I went back to bed only to wake up again with a horrible ass neck cramp. I'm serious.. it was SOOOO painful ( and it's still sore! ) I was basically stuck in one position for the next half hour. So when I finally doze off.. I wake up again to wetness. I seriously thought I pissed my bed. I pry my eyes open only to find Charlotte having a seizure next to me. I jump up, flip on the light, put rhett up, and grab a couple of towels. Yes, even though it's sorta gross to have a dog piss all over you.. I really didn't even think about it at the time. I was just focused on her. So she finally came to and after bobbing around aimlessly for a few minutes ( with plenty of comforting from myself ) she stood up. I'm finally done cleaning up from the whole situation. Bless her heart.. these episodes are becoming more frequent. The days are #'d.

I think I'll go cuddle with her now.