I'm such an idiot! In a desperate attempt to snap a photo of my wonderful cat Belle looking precious I tripped over Charlotte ( my 18 y/o poodle ). I tried to catch myself on the bed railing but missed and hit everything within reach on my way to the floor! Not that this catastrophe matters.. but I'm trying to keep my mind off of the pain!
So this is my first entry and I have to tell you why I'm here! I called my friend Kristin tonight and she told me to view her blog page. So I did! Then she told me to start my own. Which I'm doing! It seems like a good idea. She's moving off to be with her fiance Jonathan ( who is darling! ) and this is an indirect way to stay in touch. Plus, I'm horrible at phoning people or answering calls. She knows this!
Ok.. there's me and my girl Kristin! I'm left n she's right. Kristin, you make me look prepubescent in this picture!! haha..
Anyways, there are few things worth talking about in my life at the moment.. and even fewer things that are "good" that is happening. I'm not even kidding. Within 15 mins of meeting someone new I'm usually told, " You have the worst luck!" Yup! So here is the latest...
Today I slept. Hmm, approximately 16 hrs. Not bad, eh? Two days ago I slept 20. Yesterday about 18. Actually, I can't separate the days anymore. I could have slept even longer today but momma kept calling me. After the incident in Nashville she has been checking up on me about 10 times a day. It may wake me up but it's a good feeling to know someone cares about you that much.
I didn't talk to Shaun today. We've been broken up for quite some time now. It's been "official" for two weeks. I've talked to him about 2 times since the split. The first time was just cold. I said some mean things.. which later I apologized for. I'm not sure what I want with him. I love him but our differences are pushing us apart. I've noticed since moving from Alabama that I've been conditioned to expect certain things in a relationship. I'm not so certain I'll find what I'm looking for up here in the North. Or at least not in Columbus. At this point I can't say that Shaun and I won't end up together. He has a lot of fantastic characteristics, but he can also make me wanna pull my hair out. Who knows.. right now I'm not particularly interested in dating or committment. I suck with that.
I met with the detective on Tuesday. After looking at 12 males that looked VERY much alike.. it's over with. Apparently I have correctly ID'ed the guy that attacked me in Nashville. I'm waiting to hear from detective McClane. I just can't wait to put all of this behind me. I told detective Moledor that I liked him way better than the Nashville detective. I also like his name. Sounds very Harry Potter-ish, doesn't it? He was sweet. He gave me his card incase I wanted to rid myself of any buckeye football tickets this season.
Other than sleeping I'm not doing anything. I occassionally hang out with a friend but I'm getting pretty sick of not being in school. I hate going to class but I hate not going even more! I think I really needed this time off though. I need to think about things and deal with what has happened. Not to mention I'm still trying to jump through all the necessary hoops in order to figure out what is going on with my health.
Anyways, I'm gonna go! Charlotte needs her meds and it's time to cuddle with her! Maybe there will be some CSI reruns on.. the fallback is always DiscoveryHealth!
Luv u bunches Kristin!! I'm gonna miss you sooooooooooo much when you leave me in June! Tell Jonathan to get ready cuz this crazy southern chica is coming to keep y'all company atleast 10 times a year! hah..
