oh blah

So I feel a lil bad right now. I suppose I deserve it in a way... just sucks. Long and personal story so ... Blah.

So after supposedly standing Scott up last night.. he called today. He was giving me a hard time about leaving him hanging. Which I sorta did but sorta didn't. Then he finalized asking me to the beach with him (july 15-22?). Which I accepted. I don't think I've ever spent 7 days straight with any guy I've dated.. not even Shaun. NOT that Scott and I are dating.. I actually don't know what the hell we are. I don't pry and neither does he.. so we just hangout. Anyways.. back to this 7 day thing..I've never spent 7 days straight with ANYONE other than my immediate family. 5 days maybe.. but 7? I'm a lil scared.. we'll see what goes down!

So I talked to Tony the other day. He mentioned visiting for a weekend in late July. If things go through then I'm sure we'll have a great time. If we can keep from arguing that is.. ;-) I'm looking forward to it..

AND SEAN comes in this weekend.. tho I'm not sure if it will be tomorrow or saturday. I just luv that kid even though we argue too! I'm not sure how much time we'll get to spend with one another but I could really use his company right now. =)

.. k.. i think im on the verge of tears for no good reason.. so I'm gonna go lay around and maybe call and whine to Ivan ..bless his heart, he always has to dry my tears!