I apologize for being reclusive as of late. I haven't really been talking to anyone about what has been going on. Mainly b/c I know that there is nothing anyone can say that will make me feel better. I feel like I need time to accept everything and I apologize to everyone.. you all are such incredible friends and way too understanding with me. I love you all and as soon as I crawl out from the rock I live under I'll get in touch with everyone. For now it's school, lots of doctors and oddly Michael R. b/c for some reason he has a way of making me forget about the rest of the world when I'm with him.. my life and its woes.. maybe sometimes you need to be around a person your not exactly yourself with and tuck the real you away for awhile..
anyways.. i love u all and i miss u all...

Dear Blog, it's me - Patty. ;-)

I know it has been a while since my last post. I swear I tried to update the other day but sometimes I just randomly forget passwords. Seriously, I've had the same email address/password for 10 years and sometimes I just have a moment where I forget my password. Anyways, so I couldn't log in to post anything.

So I suppose I should begin where I left off. The week after the dog show. Well as I had mentioned.. I had to do the bowling for rhinos in Cleveland with Dan. Seeing as to how I've decided to erase Dan from my life since that night.. there really isn't much to tell. He's an ass and I ended up feeling stranded in Cleveland b/c Dan and I go into it.. which is no surprise. It just so happened that Jordan was at my apartment in Columbus that night so he came to pick me up.. bless his heart. In all honesty, even though I should be somewhat sad that Dan isn't in my life anymore.. I feel.. .. .. relieved. My stress level went from about a constant 6 to about a 1. I don't feel like I'm constantly walking on egg shells around somewhere.. knowing that whatever I say ( from my favorite color to my opinions on global warming ) will be viciously attacked by an ignorant buffoon. <-- yes, cheesey word.

So since my arrival back from Cleveland... I've gone horseback riding with my luv Angie, made some new great friends who happen to be my neighbors that live below me ( elizabeth and billy ) and of course Sean who works here, to spending time poolside getting burnt so that I look like a lil lobster! My momma also got her new puppy who I have yet to meet. Her name is Lola.. and the pictures of her are tooooooo darn cute!!! I also was at home on the 1st and 2nd and got to spend time with the one and only Hayden ( watching him through the night while my sis slept, bathing him, changing him, calling him my own ;-p) .. Venus, Justin and I went to the theatres as well to watch Pirates.. 3 Although the first 30 hr was a bit iffy for me.. I ended up loving the movie. Im really glad I chose to watch it in theatre b/c sitting there watching just incredible scenes on the big screen was superb.

Anyways.. there is so much that I've done and would like to write about buuuuuut I need to wonder off and shower and what night. Michael Rhyan got here at around 7:30 lastnight and just left about an hour ago ( 12:30 pm ).. needless to say I need to get cleaned up. Plus.. I think it's my turn to cook dinner for the neighbors.. we're doing this alternating thing.

Anyways.. I'll be around again soon. WITH pictures..