So confrontation ended nicely with a certain someone and myself. Things are all better in my world now. And as I found out tonight.. in that person's world too! Cheers!

So I've been in a weird mood as of late. I sorta feel like I'm drifting in and out of every day.. but not really living. Sorta like I'm invisible and sitting back watching the world go by. I just think about how much life has changed for me over the last few years.. and sometimes it's just a bit overwhelming. It doesn't feel like 5 years have gone by since I was living in Bamaland. Wow. That is such a long time. I mean.. I moved from my hometown and away from everything I knew and loved, I lost touch with my best friend of 10+ years and have no idea where she ended up, both my pup charlotte and kitty cocoa who I had by my side for over 18 years both passed away, my sister got married and had a kid, I was involved in a traumatic life changing event that occurred in Nashville, I took my first plane flight for crying out loud!, I've had friends and lovers come and go, I sold my first car, relocated 3 times in Ohio, attended two different colleges, had a couple jobs, been fired... I mean the list just goes on and on. But where has the time gone? It feels like all of this happened within the last 5 months.. not years.

So here I am. I have a loving family, wonderful friends, and pets I cherish. I live in a comfy apartment with great neighbors.. and a car that I've wanted for the longest time. My nephew has entered my life and I now know that "love at first sight" is real. Maybe this weird feeling is satisfaction. I can honestly say I'm blessed.. and there is nothing I crave. There are certainly things I miss.. and things I'd change about the past if possible.. but I'm content.