Did today actually happen? Ugh.

So I totally went to bed entirely too late lastnight.. which is nothing new. But I honestly did try to sleep. With that being said.. I totally woke up too late to meet with my advisor. Obviously, today did not get off to a good start.

So I got lots done around the apartment. Cleaned out my closet, vacuumed under the furniture, washed laundry.. Kristin, you are visiting an emaculate apartment! There are still a few things that need to be done tomorrow.. but for the most part I'm finished.

At some point during the day.. I was looking over my ex's friend's wedding pictures. Shaun was, of course, a groomsman and he obviously took his new ( but not improved ) girlfriend as his date. Now we all know the glory felt when we find out that our ex is dating someone who isn't quite as accomplished, has a bad rep, etc. etc. Well, not to toot my own horn..but I was quite a catch compared to this girl.. she's just fugly. Like, seriously. It makes me smile a lil deep down inside. And yeah.. I did break up with him. BUT for good reason. He was a lousy b/f when it came to the lil things that mattered most. It just makes me sick that he has had such a good life and taken it for granted. In the process he has treated people like they were beneath him. As of the last year.. his life has been crumbling down around him. And while he still brags and acts snide.. I can't help but shrug and say he deserves his ugly girlfriend with no personality. The only thing that does piss me off a lil is that he was a summer associate while we were dating.. he would always go to lunch and firm outtings with Jenn ( his new g/f ) and Stacey.. a girl that he apparently wanted to go out with when we split up. Both of these girls are attorneys at his law firm. I always got a weird feeling when he would talk about these girls.. and he would swear to me that he wasn't the least bit attracted to them.. and how there is no way he would get involved with someone he worked with. Obviously, that was a bold faced lie. A woman's intuition is always right on key.

So I went to the tanning bed today. I think that makes the 4th time? I am beginning to see the results.. but it takes me a LONG time to actually get a nice tan. Thanks to the fair skin and red hair my momma gave me.. I usually just burn and turn white again. However, I'm keepin at it.. and even though I look a bit like a lobster.. I'm really excited. :-)

Ok.. so I'm gonna go lay down. Today has been emotionally draining. If only MR were here..ugh. Not only is he physically more my type.. he even cuddles better than Shaun. Ahhh...