Out with the old... in with the new

So, I feel ... rejuvenated. As sort of a ritual, throughout my relationship with Shaun I created a Shaun box. I've done this with 3 other boyfriends.. Eric, Ben, and Jeremy. I know it's sorta dorky.. but oh well. So after watching Shalom in the Home I decided to take a bit of the advice. I was feeling particularly pissed at shaun so I took his box, which housed every piece of our relationship from around my apartment, and threw it away. Pictures, notes, cards, letters, picture frames, stuffed animals, even his coat... it's all gone. I didn't even hesitate. I've even blocked his email and #. So anyways... I feel pretty good about it. And now.. that's it. No more even bringing him up from this point on.

So that was the "out with the old" ..

Now where the hell is my new?

I'm so glad I'll be away for awhile. =) I'll be at the dog show all weekend. Volunteering my services for free. Momma better love me for helpin out!! I wonder if I'll be selling the microchips? I know I'm suppose to help setup... and I'm such a wimp! I dont know how I'm gonna carry anything.. I mean, hell, I don't carry in my cat food or cat litter from the car until friends come over and do it for me!! I guess this means I don't get to wear my cute new dress. Ah well.. I'm sure there won't be any hot guys at a dog show anyways..

Anyways.. long drive tomorrow. I still didn't even finish my packing. I dunno why I pack so much to momma and diddy's when I know I wont use hardly anything I packed. I've devoted one entire suitcase to shoes alone. I'm such a girl..