RIP Charlotte.. I love you =**(

So Charlotte gets euthanized tomorrow morning. I'm seriously an emotional wreck. I've been layin in bed with her all night.. holding her. =( I don't know how I am going to go through with this. Not to mention I have to drive her all the way to mommas.. thinking about it the entire 2.5 hrs that I'm driving... looking at her while shes thinking shes just taking another trip to my parents and thinking she'll return home again. I just dont know if I can actually go with my mom to the vet to put her down... I just don't know...