Nostalgia, Naggin', and Naptime!
It's 3:30 a.m. and I just got in. I layed down with Charlotte on my bed for about 10 mins until she fell asleep. Then I slowly got up and downed a bottle of water and exchanged a few words with 'S'. Maybe the two of our schedules will eventually work out. Til then.. I wait.
With my mom and doctor nagging at me to see a psychologist or counselor I'm beginning to uncover all the problems that I had seemingly buried. Blah. It would probably take days to list them all. My mother seems to think this guy from Nashville is the worst of my problems. If she only knew. Thinking back to when I first moved to Columbus.. wow! I was at the lowest point in my life. If it weren't for Richard, Sean F, Mike, and Russ I dunno how I would have made it through. Anyways, they are also trying to wean me from the zoloft. Looks like instead of sleeping the day away my OCD will trigger some serious cleaning spells! Not that it would hurt! I need to wash my curtains. Hard telling how many dust bunnies are living up there.. now I'm going to have trouble sleeping!
I'll be calling my aunt olline tomorrow. Again, my mother is doing some serious naggin'! I need to take all of my sister's ( Venus ) wedding stuff over there. I have the flower girl's dress here and boxes of stuff that I don't even know the contents of! I reckon the most important thing is for my aunt olline to see the color of my bridesmaid dress. I told her it was celadon.. but apparently she can't figure out what that is without my help. Go figure! I love my aunt olline to death.. she is the only link that remains between me and my real father ( well, if you don't consider genes and whatnot ;-p) .. but lordy! She is a bit much to take. Sometimes it can be very overwhelming being in the same room with her. The gossip, and repeat stories, and ginormous hugs.. not to mention she is going to make me eat every last crumb in her house!
So I'm missin' so many people right now. I can't wait to hear from Jordan. The time difference between New Zealand and here causes us to always miss eachother's calls. I can't believe he'll be living in New Zealand for good. Selfishly I hope he changes his mind. Of course, he moved to Columbus Ohio to be next to me and I think I saw him twice in months. My relationship with Shaun didn't really allow me to see many other people. I'd go back and change it if I could. Ah well.. I still luv him! Whether he lives in New Zealand or the US. He's one of the few people I view as unique and odd as myself. *sigh* I sure do miss all my alabama people too :-( Well, not ALL of them but a good bit! Oh, I heard from Lackey last night... well actually at 4:30 am! He ALWAYS calls me when he's drunk.. but at least he calls me, right? He just cracks me up I swear. I can't wait to remind him of some of the craziness he shared with me!
... there is one person I'm wondering about lately ... I'm not sure whether to be worried that I haven't heard from him or pissed?
Anyways.. I was going to write more but I'm spent. I need to get back to the pup before she realizes I'm gone!!!
With my mom and doctor nagging at me to see a psychologist or counselor I'm beginning to uncover all the problems that I had seemingly buried. Blah. It would probably take days to list them all. My mother seems to think this guy from Nashville is the worst of my problems. If she only knew. Thinking back to when I first moved to Columbus.. wow! I was at the lowest point in my life. If it weren't for Richard, Sean F, Mike, and Russ I dunno how I would have made it through. Anyways, they are also trying to wean me from the zoloft. Looks like instead of sleeping the day away my OCD will trigger some serious cleaning spells! Not that it would hurt! I need to wash my curtains. Hard telling how many dust bunnies are living up there.. now I'm going to have trouble sleeping!
I'll be calling my aunt olline tomorrow. Again, my mother is doing some serious naggin'! I need to take all of my sister's ( Venus ) wedding stuff over there. I have the flower girl's dress here and boxes of stuff that I don't even know the contents of! I reckon the most important thing is for my aunt olline to see the color of my bridesmaid dress. I told her it was celadon.. but apparently she can't figure out what that is without my help. Go figure! I love my aunt olline to death.. she is the only link that remains between me and my real father ( well, if you don't consider genes and whatnot ;-p) .. but lordy! She is a bit much to take. Sometimes it can be very overwhelming being in the same room with her. The gossip, and repeat stories, and ginormous hugs.. not to mention she is going to make me eat every last crumb in her house!
So I'm missin' so many people right now. I can't wait to hear from Jordan. The time difference between New Zealand and here causes us to always miss eachother's calls. I can't believe he'll be living in New Zealand for good. Selfishly I hope he changes his mind. Of course, he moved to Columbus Ohio to be next to me and I think I saw him twice in months. My relationship with Shaun didn't really allow me to see many other people. I'd go back and change it if I could. Ah well.. I still luv him! Whether he lives in New Zealand or the US. He's one of the few people I view as unique and odd as myself. *sigh* I sure do miss all my alabama people too :-( Well, not ALL of them but a good bit! Oh, I heard from Lackey last night... well actually at 4:30 am! He ALWAYS calls me when he's drunk.. but at least he calls me, right? He just cracks me up I swear. I can't wait to remind him of some of the craziness he shared with me!
... there is one person I'm wondering about lately ... I'm not sure whether to be worried that I haven't heard from him or pissed?
Anyways.. I was going to write more but I'm spent. I need to get back to the pup before she realizes I'm gone!!!
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